Finding Forever

I sat at the gate of my heart and let no one except God in. 
- Ali Ibn Abi Thalib


In a quest of finding forever, often human lost the battle with themselves
Evey broken promises, professes of love that tear up the roots of their heart

We promise each other love, we promise each other comfort
But when reality set it and the battle become obvious, one of them back down, leaving the other one broken

The truth is, the one that's leaving is also broken
Consume by grieve and disappointment, they move on to another soul
Trying hard to fill the whole that now become apparent
In the quest of finding forever

While the other party has move on, the damsel that got left behind start throwing out question
Sure, she found God despite her despair. She found the true love that is always there. The Divine Love.
But this worldly love that somehow always and always have the tendencies to end, is it worthed?

In the quest of finding forever
One has to terminate all of their ego in exchange for that 'best friend'
Trying to find home within your best friend
But what if, what if most of times it's all just a bunch of lies? A bunch of broken promises?

After everything has said and done, the truth has come out
For me, the word fidelity is just another fictional character
God has create us in pairs, i believe in God, there for i believe in His words
But what if i don't believe in the creation? The soul that has written to be our 'forever' companion?

What if i refuse to believe in forever?
What if i refuse to be in love with the worldly love?
What if i only choose the Divine Love?
To live only for Him
Is it a sin to do so?
What if i refuse to find that forever?
What if i am settling down now... with myself

My version of Berlin wall is not a sign of defeat, rather it's a sign of victory
Independent from being dependent to other than Him


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